No one particularly enjoys the moment when a leadership problem becomes impossible to ignore. A conversation needs to happen. A behaviour has crossed a line. Two people are no longer working well together. Something does not quite add up. We know we should probably say something, yet another voice begins negotiating for time. Perhaps tomorrow would be better. Perhaps we need more information. Perhaps emotions will settle. Perhaps the whole thing will sort itself out. Sometimes that voice is right. Sometimes waiting is exactly what good leadership requires. The difficulty is that avoidance rarely announces itself as avoidance. It tends to arrive dressed as patience, fairness, caution or good judgement.
For a long time, my own relationship with difficult conversations moved between two unhelpful extremes. Earlier in my leadership, I could leave things too long. I did not particularly want the confrontation, I worried about relationships and, if I am being truthful, I wanted people to like me. Later, I moved too far the other way. I became more willing to have the conversation, but sometimes the motivation was hardly more sophisticated: I wanted the problem off my workload and out of my head. I had stopped avoiding the conversation, but I had not necessarily become better at it. I had simply found a different way of allowing my own discomfort to determine the timing.
That distinction matters. We often talk about avoidance as though its opposite is courage: one leader ducks the difficult conversation while another marches confidently towards it. Experience has made me much less convinced by that picture. A leader can act too quickly for exactly the same self-centred reason that another leader waits too long. One wants to escape the discomfort by postponing it; the other wants to escape the discomfort by getting it over with. In both cases, the decision is being shaped by what makes the leader feel better rather than by what the situation actually needs. The opposite of avoidance is not confrontation. It is judgement.
I learned some of that through relatively ordinary situations. Someone might call in sick, for example, and later I would see photographs suggesting they had been out socially that evening. At one stage in my career, I could move very quickly from seeing the photograph to deciding I understood what had happened. The conversation could begin from accusation rather than curiosity: what on earth are you doing? Yet a photograph is not a complete account of somebody’s circumstances. It may raise a legitimate question, but it does not answer it. There may be information I do not have. The better conversation is much simpler: I know you called in sick, and I am also aware you were socialising that evening. Help me understand.
Those three words, help me understand, have become increasingly important to me. They do not remove accountability and they are not a clever way of pretending a problem does not exist. They create space between evidence and conclusion. I can explain what I understand, listen to the other person’s account and see whether those accounts match. If they do not, the conversation can continue: this is my understanding; this is what you are explaining; help me understand the difference. Sometimes the other person supplies information that genuinely changes the picture. Sometimes they recognise that they have made a mistake. Sometimes they defend their position. And occasionally they continue insisting on an account even when further evidence points overwhelmingly elsewhere.
I have been in that last situation too. I had strong evidence of a serious failing, but I did not begin by laying every piece of it on the table. That was not an attempt to trap anyone. I wanted to give the person an opportunity to explain, to take ownership and perhaps to tell me something I did not know. They continued to deny what had happened until I eventually presented evidence that left virtually no room for dispute. They then backtracked and apologised. The original failing mattered, but something else had now entered the relationship: trust. Once you believe somebody has knowingly lied to you, future situations do not arrive untouched by the past. I found myself becoming more distant and less tolerant. New incidents were harder to judge as genuinely new incidents because I was already wondering whether I was seeing a repeat of an established pattern.
That is not necessarily a comfortable admission for a leader. We like to imagine that we approach every situation neutrally, but trust changes how we interpret what happens next. Some caution is justified. Trust is supposed to mean something. Yet there is also a danger that accountability becomes prejudice against the person, with every future mistake interpreted through an old one. I find dishonesty particularly difficult to move beyond. With children, I have always understood that lying can be part of development and that one of our responsibilities as adults is to teach what dishonesty does to trust. With adults, I am less forgiving. Most mistakes can be worked with. Most difficult situations can be discussed, repaired or learned from. But if I cannot rely on the account I am being given, even helping to fix the original problem becomes harder.
I sometimes think of trust as a sheet of paper. Before anything happens, it is flat and unmarked. A lie crumples it. You can flatten the paper again. You can continue to use it. You may repair the relationship and build considerable trust again. But you cannot pretend the creases were never there. That is one reason telling the truth matters even when the truth is uncomfortable. A difficult fact gives people something real to work with. A lie creates a second problem on top of the first. In that sense, dishonesty and leadership avoidance have something in common: both can protect the present moment by transferring a larger cost into the future.
The same pattern appears when feedback becomes so careful that nobody knows what has actually been said. We tell ourselves we are being kind, but sometimes we are protecting ourselves from the discomfort of clarity. It appears when conflict becomes quieter and we decide that quietness must mean resolution. It appears when visible poor behaviour is left unchallenged because we are not sure the timing is right. The issue does not necessarily remain where we left it. Other people are watching. They are interpreting. They are deciding what the silence means. A leader may think they have postponed one conversation; the team may be learning that a standard is optional.
That has become one of the questions I ask myself more often now: if I do not tackle this, what happens next? Does the situation have a reasonable chance of working itself out, or is it likely to spread? Will relationships be damaged by my intervention, or are they already being damaged by my silence? If a member of staff is behaving in a visibly inappropriate way and colleagues can see it, doing nothing is not neutral. Behaviour can spread like a weed, not necessarily because everyone suddenly agrees with it, but because people notice what appears to be tolerated. Someone else begins to wonder why they should meet a standard that another person can ignore. What felt like a private decision about timing starts becoming a cultural decision.
There is no formula for answering those questions, and I would distrust anyone who claimed there was. Experience has also taught me that some situations genuinely do work themselves out. Leaders can make things worse by inserting themselves into every disagreement, irritation or imperfection. There are times when the wisest thing I can do is sit on something, watch it and allow people the space to resolve it themselves. There are even occasions when I may consciously decide not to pursue an issue at all because the likely benefit is too small compared with the human cost. Leadership judgement includes proportionality. Not every breach needs the full weight of authority behind it.
I remember an example from one school where I made a decision that significantly changed how a particular team worked. Rather than individuals continuing to have their own spaces, the change required them to work more closely together in a shared arrangement. The decision had been contested, but I believed it was right and, looking back, I still believe it improved things. One member of the team was deeply affected by it. I later learned that they had become visibly upset and expressed their displeasure about the decision to stakeholders who should not have been involved. It was inappropriate. An internal organisational decision had spilled into a space where it did not belong, and there were formal routes I could have taken in response.
What I felt first was not anger so much as surprise. I had not realised quite how deeply the decision had affected them. That did not make me regret the decision, and understanding their reaction did not make their behaviour acceptable. But it changed what I thought the moment required. I did not need to prove that I was in charge, nor did I need a grand confrontation. I simply made it clear that I knew what had happened, asked them not to repeat it and set the boundary that if they needed to talk about the decision, they should do so with an appropriate colleague rather than involving people who had no place in the disagreement. That was enough.
Younger me might have made more of it, partly because younger me sometimes felt there was something to prove. That is another way discomfort can distort leadership. We can avoid a conversation because we fear disapproval, but we can also enlarge a conversation because we fear appearing weak. Authority becomes something to demonstrate rather than something to use carefully. Experience has made me more interested in the smallest intervention that genuinely deals with the problem. Understanding does not mean excusing. Accountability does not automatically mean punishment. A boundary can be firm without becoming theatrical.
The desire to be liked sits underneath more of this than leaders sometimes admit. I do not find that particularly shameful. Human beings are social creatures. Most of us would rather belong than be rejected, and most leaders would prefer colleagues to think well of them. The problem begins when being liked becomes part of the decision test. Organisations have purposes, values and responsibilities. Leaders occupy roles within them for a reason. If preserving one person’s approval prevents us from addressing behaviour that affects everybody else, we have lost sight of that purpose. Ironically, avoiding one person’s disapproval can cost the respect of many more people who are watching what we choose not to do.
I used to worry about what someone might say about me after a difficult conversation: whether they would complain to colleagues, damage the relationship or present their own version of events. Those things can happen. But there is another audience we easily forget. What are the people who have watched the problem go unaddressed saying about our inaction? A one to one conversation at least gives us some opportunity to listen, clarify, explain and repair. Once frustration has spread through a team, we have far less control over what the issue becomes. Silence does not protect a leader’s reputation. Sometimes it simply allows the situation to rot beyond the room in which it could originally have been resolved.
This is where the cost of avoidance becomes visible. I have seen frustration in people’s faces when they have been carrying something for longer than they should because I had not acted soon enough. At that point, the original problem is no longer the only problem. They have also had to live with my reluctance to address it. I still believe the leader ultimately owns that failure. When credit is due, give it to the team; when criticism comes, protect the team. But accepting responsibility afterwards does not erase the cost other people paid while we were waiting. Avoidance often sends the bill to somebody else first.
Uncertainty creates a similar temptation. I have sat in meetings listening to people use language I did not understand and felt reluctant to admit it. In some environments, saying that you do not understand can feel like exposing a weakness. I have left the room and asked someone I trusted to explain afterwards. Yet when I have led my own meetings, I have often been perfectly comfortable stopping someone and saying that I do not understand the term they have used. Part of that is relational. There are people around whom I am comfortable showing vulnerability and others around whom I am not. I do not believe leaders need to expose every uncertainty to every audience. Context matters.
Still, the temptation to appear certain deserves attention because it is another version of the same problem. We can pretend to understand because admitting that we do not feels uncomfortable. We can answer too quickly because leaders are supposed to have answers. We can hide uncertainty behind impressive language. Yet if the people around us do not understand that language either, particularly in organisations where many colleagues use English as an additional language, sophistication can become a barrier rather than a strength. Sometimes the most useful person in the room is the one secure enough to say, I do not know what that means. Can you explain it? Honest uncertainty gives other people permission to stop pretending too.
None of this means leaders should become endlessly hesitant, gathering information long after the picture is clear. Seeking understanding can itself become a sophisticated form of avoidance. There comes a point when the accounts have been heard, the evidence is sufficiently consistent and continuing to investigate is simply postponing responsibility. At that point, people deserve clarity. They deserve the opportunity to take ownership of what happened, to apologise where appropriate, to repair what can be repaired and to understand what needs to change. Patience should help somebody grow. It should not become a hiding place for a leader who does not want to make a decision.
The judgement, then, is not between being a leader who confronts and a leader who avoids. It is between allowing discomfort to make the decision and carrying that discomfort long enough to make the decision ourselves. Sometimes that means acting quickly because delay will damage trust, fairness or standards. Sometimes it means gathering another piece of information before drawing a conclusion. Sometimes it means giving two colleagues space to sort something out without us. Sometimes it means setting a quiet boundary and moving on. Sometimes it means admitting we do not know. And occasionally it means consciously letting something go because intervention would achieve little beyond proving that we had the power to intervene.
I wish I had understood that earlier. No one likes conflict, but the conflict we create in our heads can become much larger than the conversation that is actually required. We imagine damaged relationships, anger, criticism and all the ways an uncomfortable exchange might go wrong. Then we wait, and the thing we were afraid of acquires time to become something bigger. Or we rush in, determined to prove that we are decisive, and create damage that a little curiosity might have prevented. Neither response is particularly courageous. Both can be ways of asking the situation to relieve our discomfort.
Perhaps experience changes leadership by reducing the amount we feel we have to prove. We do not need to know every word in the meeting. We do not need everyone to like every decision. We do not need every mistake to become a demonstration of authority. We were appointed to do a job, and much of that job is quieter than the performance of leadership sometimes suggests. Notice what is happening. Understand what you can. Consider what acting now will change and what waiting will allow to change. Then make the best judgement you can and accept responsibility for it.
The difficult part is that there will never be a rule that removes the uncertainty. Waiting can be wisdom or avoidance. Speed can be decisiveness or impatience. Vulnerability can build trust or be misplaced. Compassion can be proportionate or become a free pass. The behaviour alone does not tell us whether the leadership is good. We have to understand why we are choosing it and who will live with the consequences. That is why the question I now find more useful is not simply, should I confront this? It is harder than that: am I choosing what this situation needs, or what makes this moment easier for me?
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